New Kids On the Block and Oranges
I just wanted to say thank you for all the love sent my way after my Melt Down post. I felt like a baggywrinkle for a few more days, but all is well now. I think I picked up a few wayward spirits at the cemetery. Blech. Grief makes one vulnerable. But I let them go and cleared a few more 12-year-old anger beliefs and things and then had about 20 crazy dreams in one night (serious releasing). Then yesterday, on the spring equinox, I went to a Kundalini Yoga class and during a gong nap I kept thinking about the New Kids on the Block. Yes, them.
The thought would go, and another random New Kids related memory would come up. I was starting to wonder what was going on with my brain, and then I realized it wasn't random at all. It was totally related to age 12-13 stuff I have been processing. So they were bound to come up. I happily realized that I was probably clearing the last of this round of "stuff" and I felt so light and like myself again. What a relief to know that I was right, the funk did not last. And now that we are on this side of the spring equinox, there will be more light than darkness.
New life.
I love spring. The smell coming from my orange orchards is positively intoxicating right now. I wish I could post a smell.
Well, I actually can, but only some of my readers will be advanced enough to smell it. And only if you get really close......
The thought would go, and another random New Kids related memory would come up. I was starting to wonder what was going on with my brain, and then I realized it wasn't random at all. It was totally related to age 12-13 stuff I have been processing. So they were bound to come up. I happily realized that I was probably clearing the last of this round of "stuff" and I felt so light and like myself again. What a relief to know that I was right, the funk did not last. And now that we are on this side of the spring equinox, there will be more light than darkness.
New life.
I love spring. The smell coming from my orange orchards is positively intoxicating right now. I wish I could post a smell.
Well, I actually can, but only some of my readers will be advanced enough to smell it. And only if you get really close......
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